sa[N]D^fLY's mini WaRehoUsE

2006-09-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

Quek Give me an effort to do what I should Dragonboat

Sobbss...

He's not around...not in town.
He's off to holiday for one week!! arrghh..so long..
and today is just the third day..!
each day is just so hard to pass..
nothing goes right w/o him.
sigh..

Morning shifts this week..except sunday - mid shift.
so tiring to get up so super duper early every morning and after work..to get myself stronger no matter what.
man..i need more encouragements than stress..
4days training..6 working days. no time to get rest.
soon it will be 5days training..!
will i get my seat?
will i hold on?
will we hold on to our victory?

dont say we never try..
its unfair to us..

2006-09-21T00:13:00.000+08:00

!!

many to complain about..
but
everytime the entry for updating appears, my words are empty.
I just felt like typing nothing.

trying to make an effort to go training or train on own.
however, questions and the tired strengths are not motivating me..
arghh..
determination man!

Let me say it again...
SIP is lifeless!

Feel like everyone is not close to me..and I know nothing about whats happening to my friends, buddies and DB..
shut in my own world..
it is a fortunate that I still have my darling with me.
thank you, darling! =)

2006-09-15T01:24:00.000+08:00

everywhere is blocked in Suntec area.
IMF might be a national event that assist to boost Singapore yet it created much hassle and unnecessary issues to Singaporeans.
It is weird to see Suntec and Marina Square are not as crowded as before. Not many shoppers around. Not many people hanging out, chill there as much.
I guess its the transportation problem.
We have to walk a longer route to either Suntec or Marina Square, needless to say i have to walk like 15-20mins from the MRT before i can reach Conrad Hotel.
kuku head.

Staff's security check doesnt have interns' record so we have to go through the main entrance of the hotel.
well..its troublesome too. i have to go through entrance and down the staff's lift to our back of house.
In short, IMF is troublesome.

work have not been busy.
Kept looking for things to do, to be busy so that time can pass faster for me.
better than keep standing like some tree truck. Sigh.
Colleagues still told me IMF should be more busy...its still the same can.
at least now i'm rather used to it. Time passes slightly faster and i know what i can do to make myself busier. hahaha.

SIP is lifeless.
Sigh only one off day per week.
Boringg...~

2006-09-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

SIP Attachment starts today.
we started 9days earlier than the rest because of IMF.
Rather sian..but it seemed fun! Every staffs in Conrad Contennial Singapore is super friendly!
Going to have orientation for 5 days.
Lazy to explain more. hahaa

I saw my week's roster.
rather good. 'cause i get to train with the girls!
hehe.
self-train is boring you know..
but..all night shifts so dont know whether i can stay awake..

tomorrow's department orientation 10am.
decided to do gym at my aunt's place and stayover so i can go for work easier the next day.

Embark the work journey of reality...

2006-08-21T00:41:00.000+08:00

i'm smiling..
with the thoughts of someone..

i'm happy..
with the company of someone..

Many will guess the truth.
News spread anw.

2 years and 5months. This is how long the blog has been around this world.
Probably it is time to shut it down. Or not?
well..having that consideration, shall decide soon.
Nights! =)

2006-08-17T02:20:00.000+08:00

Quek Smile. -Dragon Boat

The night seemed brighter than ever.
thank you.

ticketing test is finally over!
relieved.
hope i can score well..

dinner at 85 with teammates, hui ying, si hui, ker, can, bo chuan, audrey chan.
we talked and laughed so much! hahaha.
really enjoyed that...hope it will stay this way in db..
missed those great times where 14 of us chatted and laughed..but it will never happen again..
everyone's changed and living their own lives now.
well...who knows probably new bonds will be renewed.

-The greatest gift, with no regrets.

2006-08-14T00:57:00.000+08:00

Quek Mutural influrence -Dragon Boat

What's up with these few days..
.......~

Time Trial.
All did not appeared what i expected it to be.
Pull ups could have been better thou..
Push ups was alright.did my best.
2.4 run was better than what I expected. (probably because it is our off-peak season now)
damn worried about Hui Ying who was pacing with me.
'cause she kept wiping her nose non-stop..like so difficult for her to breathe.
well..like pacing with her 'cause she motivates me in a way to run, to hit my limits. (I hate running haha)

Friday.
out with daren and shi long. yeah..he's back from taiwan. Still looked the same and act the same.haha
Dinner and movie - "Click" and had coffee at coffee club after movie.
Movie was super nice! like what many said, funny and touching at the same time.
Great storyline. A Must watch show.

Sunday.
Was disturbed this morning. Supposed to meet ying xi, cheryl and rachel to go for Mr. Quah's 2nd death anni. But I couldnt wake because I slept at 0530 in the morning.
So after the mass, cheryl drove and picked me up.
Lunch. Prata at Thomas. *delicious.
and went Orchard Starbucks to chilled.
went home and studied for ticketing..(cause I totally screwed my 2 previous papers!)

Saturday.
Attachment briefing was 'hungry'.
cause they didnt have any lunch break time to satisfy our tummy!

Supposedly last day of work @ Scruffy Murphy's on Saturday.
But...apparantly I have to help out next sat 'cause she's short of staffs.
Anw, work was kind of unpleasant.
Hate it when people don't treat their work seriously and even give sux attitude.
Like Hellooo...THis is a work society where you get paid. pls be more responsible~!!
I can tolerate...but there's a limit alright!
Fucking shit..I might not be the greatest worker out there but at least I respect people!
No one's creating TROUBLE but you are the one bringing in those problems!
You are the one who blow my temper up!
-period.

Supper with colleagues, jay, nick, shaun, anna and a regular customer, Peter.
at east coast park, beach Cabana.
Had little beer and food.
Their service sux..to the max sia.
They dont even clear and clean tables~
Anw Shaun drove me home with his bike and bloody hell...he went at super fast speed.
But it was fun.

2006-08-10T12:47:00.000+08:00

Quek Understand the fact; its over. -Dragon Boat

here I am.
Staring at the com, going around asking coursemates/classmates (and msging them), wht is there any make-up lec for Dest today.
cause i forgotten the date. Either today or next thur.

My teammate(Xin Yi) wanted to come over to my house to have her little nap. and i totally forgotten about lec so I said ok.
then I suddenly remembered it should be today since yest was the public holiday~
so called her..and she couldnt come in the end..

National Day.
Happy belated birthday, Singapore and Singaporeans!

My second last day of work.
Work was like hell yest morning.
I was late for opening and after we opened the shop, so many customers came in at one go, expecting me to serve them at one time.
When my manager came out, she was stunned, thinking "where did all these cus came from within 10mins?"
I just smiled at her and said " I told you, you will be busy."
the crowd just went on and on..
and that Zi Chee was late for work too! making things worse..
The pace got slower when it was lunch time, after the rain..

Rushed home. Changed. Met buddies in town, except for denise and bird (they went to their own world..haha)
dinner. movie - "Too Fast Too Furious, Tokyo Drift"
Awesome. the actions, drifts, cars, babes..super hot~!
Ian and Joel drove. Two cars are better one.
went to Teddy's house to get fishing stuffs (they are fishing now at Pula Ubin!)
and off to supper at Gelyang lor 3, Frog leg porridge. yummy!!
marcel wanted durian..so had durian after that too..super duper nice..
haha
and I'm having my Time trial later.. oops. =P
Joel drove me and sperm home..rather late..and tired.

so is there make up lec today??

2006-08-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

Quek Who knows..all said were lies.. -Dragon Boat

busy..

and

life isnt that easy to pass by.

*sigh

2006-07-31T17:25:00.000+08:00

*blink blink
ZzzzZzzz.....
*brain dead.
Just finished creating business cards for our projects for presentations this friday.
it isnt difficult, just need a little creativity for it..and I sux at it.
hahaha. Luckily there's marcus around to amend it.
(didnt know looking at computer for a long time will feel so sleepy too..Zzz)

Later on.
0630pm - meeting for db seniors at SAA.
and a dinner + movie with a friend.
'Pirates of Caribbean'
heard many comments about it. Positive ones.
So I'm looking forward to it. =)

...so bored.
but I'm so lazy to do my individual portfolios..
sleep first..sleep is more important.
haha!

2006-07-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

dinner with c.a.g.m.a.k was great!!
aijisen + desserts at billy bombers.
*droolss.. =)
missed them..and the peaceful times we had for projects.
*sigh

dinner with TPDB seniors girls + the 'expired' goods (hahaha!)
sakura dinner at far east.
it wasnt as bad as i expected.
it was rather cheap too..and simple.
nice to see all the ex ex ex seniors + ex ex seniors, + ex seniors. =)

and tonight..
dinner with buddies!!
at marina square, changing appetitte.
teddy and my treat for all of them.
and i received many belated presents! *smiles (100 dollars tannlines vouchers, nike and levis handbags, knee guard and pretty necklaces)
was so happy..cause they got us a huge cake! weigh 2kg i guess.
and we were so so full..but all of us still swallowed down what we could.
joel, wee yi and marcel have to go off early 'cause they have to book in for their army.
so didnt really catch up with them much..but glad they came too.
took many pictures..haha so hopefully can get them soon.

2006-07-28T02:59:00.000+08:00

a sudden news came knocking on our family..
my uncle died..
he's my father's sister's husband.
We are not that close to my father's relatives. but this is still a news that shocked us all..
heard he died of heart attack?
poor uncle.. he has no sign of heart attack before, yet he died from this deadly sickness.
He was sent to hospital not because of that thou, but because he fell in the toilet and hurt his back and brain.
Heard from my mum, probably he was fear of his operation, hence led to heart attack.
poor uncle..and poor aunt and cousins.
althought my cousins are all like 40+, 30+ age, they still need care and concerns.
I could see they cried till their eyes were swollen red.
This feeling is something I wont know till I experience it (CHOY!)

suddenly I thought of my parents..my dad is not getting any younger and he has sickness.
how I wish they could live on forever. But I know this is impossible...*sigh.

and finally I'm done with my last group project! handing in tomorrow 12pm.
unfortunately, I'm still left with my individual portfolios!!
=S

This inner feeling made me felt useless..
If I aim to be the best, I will hold on as long as I can.
unfortunately..
unforseen situations just have to happen.
I know..
No man is up there forever.
there must be downs to reach the ups..
I have to face it and brave it thru.
I will.
because this is what I aim...

2006-07-25T13:26:00.000+08:00

The medicines are so f**king bitter..yuckss.
I need to drink tons of water before I get rid of the taste in my mouth.
But I will finish it somehow.
Because I need to know wht this kind of chinese treatment will heal my knee. Or not?
Having this 'cast' on my knee. and everyone wondering why.
hahaha.
I look dumb..but no choice. Got to have it on for two days
and fortunately today is the 2nd day!

I have my very own driving licence in my wallet now..!! *smiles
I've walked a great mile before it officially became mine.
my mum just simply couldnt hear the postman knocking on our door on saturday..
its rather mad for me because I have waited for one week for it!!
in the end I still have to go to the post office and collected it myself..
I just want to grumble...!!

in school's com lab. trying to finish my report for Dest before training starts.
but apparantly the research online is useless..
there's nothing about hotel management company authority...
looks like I need to get out of here and off to the library.

feeling rather frustrated lately..because I have been missing out fun!
*sigh..
because of projs and work.
a girl like me..cant just be tied down!!! F.r.e.e.d.o.m!
Arghh! where's my share of fun????

I'm getting so restless!! Lack of sleep.
being working closing for work. and barely 5hours of sleep.
*5hours of sleep is not enough! at least..6hrs? hahaha

2006-07-24T16:38:00.000+08:00

I just went to the seiseh (chinese doctor).
He said my socket tissues alittle swollen..got infected and tore..
(The left lower thigh tissues near to the knee.)
bloody hell...!#$#%^@!
and I cant run for one week!! ..got to reduce my excerise.
oh shit man. kill me, will you?
Time trial in another 3 weeks?
arghh...damnit.

Come one, leg. Speedy Recovery!!

2006-07-20T12:05:00.000+08:00

Quek Blast Impact -Dragon Boat

gone with the wind..
and it's back.

what is it this time round?

2006-07-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

Quek Seal it and feel it -Dragon Boat

It was damn funny when my mum and I got stuck in the lift and she needed to go to the toilet urgently..
what made it even more hilarious when she cant hold on and farked in the lift!
hahaha!
it smells.~
and after a short while, the lift door opened..and she rushed like some small kids to the house.
my little cute mummy~
hahaha

well..on my brother's birthday, my mum did mention that if my brother willing to learn driving, she will buy us a car..!!
although i knew my parents said it because they didnt want my brother to learn motor bike, somehow i knew i can have the car when he goes to NS!
but that stubborn bugger insisted on learning bike!!
arghh he spoilt my chance of getting one...~

break for DB's over...*sigh..
I want more..! *greedy.haha

2006-07-14T21:22:00.000+08:00

Quek What lacks now is just a car. -Dragon Boat

P A S S E D.
and yes it is true!
My first time TP, private lessons and manual car.
all the money and time..all worth it!
hahaha.
spent a total of S$1k plus. Cheap right?

well..the weather was rather nice when I woke up.
and luckily i took a cab down 'cause it started to rain when i was on my way there.
It started small, then it rained heavier when I was driving a warm up lesson before my test.
Not too sure wht is it a good or bad thing, it stopped raining and the sun was shinning brightly when its time for my test.

Actually some mistakes happened but probably the tester was lenient with me.
First- Strike kerb.
He told me to do that parking and I thought was parallel parking. in fact, it was a vertical parking!! and I was still wondering how come I dont see the back poles..hahaha
After that, I thought it was an immediate failure. So I kinda started to panick..
Second- Wrong signal.
I switched on the wrong signal when I was doing parallel parking. He even told me my mistake!
Then I thought, whatever. Fail then fail. just chiong and do my best. I will just have a 2nd try.

The rest went alright in the circuit.
Route test was ok too.
He didnt write anything after that kerb accident. So I kind of pasted a FAIL word on it.
The moment we sat down in the room, he told me I seldom check my blind spot on my left side.
and I dragged alittle too long on my first gear.
Thats all!!
woohoo!!
He ticked the passed box and wrote 14 demerit points.
For that split second, I paused.
I was delighted!!
and I shook hands with him and left, hopping down every stairs.
haha!
I really thought I would fail..
well..Its my luck. it is back!

enough said about my driving test.
today's my brother's birthday too.
had a dinner with my family..after so long again..
it was cozy..sweet. we laughed, joked and shared the moment together.
we are individually independent..so much that we hardly talk or have meals together.
well..thats how things goes..

Now I need a car!! will you buy me one?

2006-07-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

Lost friends found..

Busy busy me was hopping around the island today.
I started with my day late for last driving lesson (for tomorrow's driving practical test)
So he had to drive to pick me up! hahaha. (saved my cab fare.)
Learnt so many lessons these few days.
He said there's a high chance of me passing.
but who knows.
I rather not give myself any hope, pressure or confidence.
I shall treat him like a ordinary friend who wants to go home but I doesnt know his way home!
*silly..I know. at least this keeps me calm.
*all the best to ME. *smiles

I met crystal and off we went to Sentosa for lunch at RITS @ TAS.
Its nice being back to "old" school again. Kinda miss those times we studied at year 2.
5 course lunch + sparkling white grape juice were delicious. (we were so full!)
Year 2's service - deserved to be compliment too.
by 2.30pm, we had a ride on a cab and headed back to TP for CDS.

Old Sec school's 'once good friends' gathering with Tze horng, Lu Jun and Li Ting!!!
I was so so happy today!
The feeling being with them is back since it had left me in sec 3.
They havent changed abit.
Just prettier and matured.
It was comfortable with them and laughed till my cheeks went numb..
and that moron Tze Horng. went to Aus for studies also didnt want to tell me..
Luckily I found out!
Well..I'm looking forward to next wed's meet-up before she leaves for Aus again..!!

-I want the license that speeds along my road

2006-07-12T11:39:00.000+08:00

the visualisation
me and miffy after our race
the first batch
happy family with juniors!
me-XPY @ race site
during victory dinner
See that trophy that glows? thats ours.
8 of us
The HTMs.
my honour
comical

ila-me-dilys

2006-07-12T00:27:00.000+08:00

Quek I want the license that speeds along my road -Dragon Boat

The World Cup is over now.
Germany Vs Portugal match was rather expected. 'Cause I support Germany!!
The match was rough. Stupid Portugal..
but luckily in the end Germany won!
Italy Vs France.
Poor France. They should have won!! Although I dont really like france cause they kicked Brazil out, they were really great.
I was half awake, half asleep then. (i worked 11hrs of work before that)
Me, denise, Bird, Sperm, Edwin and Rene were at Bird's new house and watched the match.
Bought some alcohol, snacks and food.
Bird's hse projector was awesome! so were the speakers. Air-conditioned space with sofa and pillows.
I was too comfortable then.hahaha.
France played well. It was the Italy that were the sore losers.
poor Zidane..what a way to end his career. *sigh.
But he was good!!

Monday was a dinner gathering with the DB seniors. =)
Great having dinner with them again. just us only.
Took pictures and tried some alcohol.
Probably I had that only meal the whole day, my stomach gave me problem..
but it was alright in the end then.
We walked all the way from clark quay to city hall to take train and bus.
hahaha.but it was still rather near.
just happy to walk with them.
missed the old days..*sigh

Friday's my TP!!
woohoo~
well..I dont really feel nervous or anxious about it man..
this is bad..
probably because i know i might fail..so might as well not pressure myself.
see how it goes then. HA!

2006-07-07T00:04:00.000+08:00

CDS class - Colour & Composition, was rather lifeless for today.
Probably w/o kai zhuan in class?
*laughs
Had to draw a "LOVE" theme poster in class..
as one of our assignments.
this time round, my arts is more of a comic animation sort.
got to paint it.

I have so many assignments havent been handed in.
oh my...
oh well..
my teacher is a very Mr. Nice man.
He said : "You guys can BUY time.."
which means just as long as we hand in our Arts Portfolio with all the assignments in, that will do.
He treats us very well..
I could even eat in class right in front of him!
NOt only that, we can go for break for 45mins or leave for break when we felt like to.
hahah
that's how nice he is.

Out with crystal after our class to parkway.
We went there especially just to get Tofu-man but...ended up, its all sold out!
*sobs...
I wanted to get one..'cause I've lost the one she gave me.
I wanted to print photos from the machine..it was faulty too.
what a luck, man!
we ended up having dinner and chilled out at Starbucks.
took many pictures too.
not too bad in the end..=)

2006-07-06T01:57:00.000+08:00

await.
3am; the other big game.
i cant believe germany is actually out of the game!
Germany was great till their last appearence in world cup '06.
It was a 'heart attack' match for the players and viewers.
Something was wrong..or went wrong somewhere somehow..
Germany players werent playing as awesome as they were supposed to be..
Sigh..disappointment.
germany fans were tearing (maybe because of they felt sad for the letdown OR they lost a fortune in their bets..)
hahaha
well..for me, I lose 22bucks.
Hopefully I can earn some winnings tonight.
Portugal Vs France

I bet on France with my dad.
But I bet on portugal in Singapore pool. hahah
'cause I want Portugal to win! I dont like France..reason being : They kicked Brazil out of the game!
and you know what?
I contradicted myself by betting on France as the Championship Winner.
Must be thinking that I'm crazy or confusing myself..right
hahaha
well..IN CASE Portugal doesnt win tonight..Compare France and Italy. France is better than Italy.

Finally I'm back to work. (after one week)
but I was damn clumsy..*sigh
I served some bar bites but before I could reach the table, my clumsy hands gave me trouble..
plates on my left hand fell off and clashed down on the ground!
what made the accident worse was..
the kitchen was closed after that very last order..!
the deep-fryer, stove, oven..everything was switched off and closed...
I felt so guilty..and of cos the chefs werent happy about it.
*sigh
they switched on what was needed, again and re-prepared the order.
I kept apologising..but then again, I know they will be fine after awhile.
If only I'm not so careless..

The World Cup Craze.

2006-07-04T11:51:00.000+08:00

This day is as familar as it is..
The sky still seemed blue when I opened my eyes.
The surrounding doesnt appear to be different.
The smell is rather the same.

Routine goes as normal,
life goes on..

Strangers are strangers
Feelings have all gone sour.
The sound of the heart beats differently.
But you will never know..
what lies beyond..

I have not forgotten...have you?

-my laptop's back to meee...!

2006-07-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

Quek The thousand thanks, the blissful excitement, the wonderful journey, Thank you TPDB girls -Dragon Boat

After 2 days of tough war, we're shagged out.
but...
WORTH IT ALL!!
WE MADE IT!!!

Singapore Dragon Boat Festival 2006 @ Bedok Reservoir, 800m race course.
Final Result'06
Tertiary finals (IVP women) -
1st : NTU
2nd: TP
3rd : NUS

National Championship (women) -
1st : National JC
2nd: Singapore Canoe Federation
3rd : National Dragonboat Team

I'm super duper overjoyed that we've got 2nd position for IVP (partially because I expected a 3rd position instead)
I'm so so proud of us!!
we beat NUS!
So juniors have to train harder and maintain what TPDB girls have achieved k?? I believe they are able to.

It was an extra extra bonus to get into National Championship finals for us, since we didnt even managed to pass through semi-finals last year.
so we were happy!!
For the final set of the day, we just did what we could.
althought we came in last (6th position overall), I would like to say GOOD JOB girls!
because we're the only tertiary team to get into finals!!

Prime Minister Cup was super duper exciting!!
tense fights for the girls and guys races between NTU and NUS.
F.Y.I (PM cup, 1000m race course, is a benchmark for the universaries to see which team wins honour of the Prime Minister championship with the present of the Prime Minister. and the thing is NTU and NUS are very good)
This is the 1st year they launched in PM cup race event for the uni girls.
so both teams are out to fight!
For many reasons, TP always support NTU.
and our relationship with them are rather good.
Definitely we were so glad NTU won!
As for the NTU guys, they did well!
They werent winning till the very last ending when they overtook NUS boat seat by seat.
They were delighted 'cause they havent been winning since 2 or 3 years ago?

Florence a.k.a Xiao Peng You's Birthday today!!
TPDB girls present you sliver cookie as a present for youuu!! =)
Hope you like it. hehehe

We bathed and walked to tamp SAFRA for sakura buffert dinner!!
yummyy..our VICTORY dinner!!
de-lic-ious~
was damn full..and had lots of fun. hehee. that silly ziting and dilys..
Many pictures taken.
Medals given.
Speech spoken.
Promise said and kept in heart. <--Yrs 3 remember!!!
and we ended off...

Another race festival is gone...
For all the year 3s this is our last JULY race!
we trained so hard and our effort paid off.
I dont deny it was hard for me..
no matter how hard i told myself not to remember it, i cant.
but in the end, i pulled off and wore on the sliver medal around my neck.
the smile and the advice said by coach, are in the mind and heart.
the joys and the supports from all the teammates, are in the memory of mine.
I am glad..very relieved to say I am a dragon boater in TP dragon boat girls team!

2006-06-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

As a matter of fact,

Tomorrow is THE DAY!!

Are you ready to kill??

Roaarrr!

In another 24 hours, we are going to fight all the way together!
The gold cookies..let's desire for it again!
TPDB girls and guys aint anyone you can mess with..!

2006-06-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

Quek I'm that independant girl -Dragon Boat

Meals havent been right for me these few days..2 servings for a meal for the whole day.
If not, just 2 meals for a day.
I'm starved.
with no food.
or..i'm just plain lazy to get my own food..

Damn I hate it when I quarrel with you abt money issue..It just sucks.
arrgghhh...!

well..on the other hand, something cheered me up...
and I'm not gonna tell you..! =))

2006-06-29T02:34:00.000+08:00

Friends I cant apart from

My bestie!
The sweet cakes I loved
A good friend indeed

Yr3s

Yr2s
The pic says it all
My lovely gift from TPDBgirls!
He clipped my hair!
smiless

2006-06-29T02:07:00.000+08:00

Quek The mind that made me confused. The words that made me cried.. -Dragon Boat

for some reasons, i'm getting too emotional too easily these few days..
Probably because of some woman's stuffs.
My mood swings changed. I laughed when I'm happy..cried when I felt like, quiet when I dont want to say anything.
Or probably I'm like these all the time?? and I just realised now..ha..
So hard to control emotions, sometimes.

Last training tomorrow. To be prepared for the war on 1st & 2nd July.
The July Race.
We are going to have a real fight this time round!
Cant afford to lose it like what we did last year. 3rd place last year. This year, fight for more!!
Dont think about it anymore...Just whack!!
Show them...TPDB girls aint anyone they can fight with!
We can be girls on land..but in boat, we are the men! =)

2006-06-27T15:08:00.000+08:00

Quek That line between you and me -Dragon Boat

I was typing an entry before this and this girl(i dont know who is she) came along, switched off my PC unknowingly...
a luck that I wasnt doing any of my research or project if not i will definitely scream my head off..!
ok..i was being nice..and said it was ok even when she kept apologising.
or..probably its just a fate that i shouldnt publish what i typed just now.
probably..so i shall not re-typed what i did.

Test was a-sure-fail.
its damn difficult and there wasnt enough time to finish everything!!
for my last question that cost me 20marks, I did everything wrongly.
there goes my 20marks..~
oh damnit..this test is 30% and its non-examinated..I'm so so dead.
I just hate booking air tickets and knowing all the country codes..

went to collect my winning bet with bird and sperm.
and bet another 20bucks. hahah
for the fun of it.
well..unlike sperm..bet another 80bucks?? HE is definitely mad..!
bird drove us there..when the singapore pool is just so near..hahaha but the weather is a killer.
i'm so gonna get burn for my training later.

received my other winnig bets..hehehe!
and now i'm going off to sports complex to sleep...cause i'm so tired.
*yawn..

2006-06-27T00:06:00.000+08:00

Finally finished what I should for my D&D project.
Meeting tomorrow.hahaha and I dragged it till just now.
but i still finished it!! *smiles

Tomorrow there's an amadeus ticketing test.
luckily its an open book one. hahah!
however, silly me..forgotten which time slot am I in...either 9am or 10am. so i guess i have to be there at 9am just for in case.

School's being boring.
I skipped morning lecture 'cause crystal didnt want to go, so did i. so probably going to the wed's one.
went to school for OB tutorial and it only lasted for an hour..wasted time...
had lunch with marcus, gladys and her grpmates.
then headed for the com lab to practice amadeus for tomorrow's test.
crystal came to look for me and i left for driving at 5pm.

it should be circuit for driving today..but he forgot to buy the entrance ticket!!
oh my..!! i'm only left with 17days for my driving and I only went into circuit twice!!
I dont want to fail and re-take again please...arrghhh

2006-06-25T23:06:00.000+08:00

I've been betting on world cup with my dad.
recoup my loss and even earning some winnings now. haha!
hmmm..200+? and all i do is to follow whatever my dad buys.
he doesnt win all the time but most of time. so..lucky me. hehe
current match at 11pm is England Vs Ecaudor.
3am match is Portgual Vs Holland.
lets see who will fight into the best 8 teams.
yesterday, Germany and Argentina won. (yes! I won money for both matches.hehehe) so they will have their match on 30th June.
I'm not a fan of soccer by the way.
I'm just more interested in World Cup and the extra cash i can earn from. hahaha!

anyway, I've uploaded my phone pictures. so visit my multiply or friendster, if you happen to be interested.

School's starting again tomorrow...
sucks.

July Race on 1st and 2nd July.
bring it on.
I will do whatever it takes..for the victory.

2006-06-18T15:36:00.000+08:00

Quek I love my birthday present! =) I love the sight of the cookie! -Dragon Boat

Yesterday was THE DAY!
We've did it!
Inter-poly-ITE race.
1st position.
That's the game we've worked hard for, cried for, yearn for, upset for, disappointed for, lost trust in..yet we stood back up in the last time and we fight for each other.
I'm so so so so SO glad I'm stuck with you girls..
now...Its the time to get back on the track and prove ourselves once again in JUNE race.
we cannot afford to lost it again..
It is now or never.
TPDB girls cannot be look down by others!
ZAH

and well-done guys team!
1st position.
you've done us, yourself and the whole team proud.
we shall show it once again in june race!
alright?
=)
till then...we strived on!

Results for inter-poly-ITE 500m event 17th June'06:
(women)
1st - TP
2nd - NYP
3rd - RP

(men)
1st - TP
2nd - NP
3rd - NYP

Anw, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to all the fathers in the world!
I love my daddy!
*smiless

2006-06-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

oohh..I've accepted Conrad Hotel and they accepted me.
=)
there's my placement. F&B.

good job Argentina!!
thrash Serbia & Montenegro
current score 2-0 // time 34:55

=)
follow what my dad buys wont be wrong.
recouping my losses..

2006-06-16T16:59:00.000+08:00

Quek Its the blessing..'Good Luck Everyone!' -Dragon Boat

So I'm back!!

Whats driving everyone crazy/
The World Cup.

All the cute guys and the money...*shuggs

and I get to see the guys but not my money..*sobbs
I lost the betss..*sigh

anw..
I sure did had a wonderful time on my birthday. =)
All thanks to...
Ying Xi
Denise
Rachel
Avril
Thank you guys..!! I was really touched and happy that night. I love you guys!! *smiles
and so many cakes and alcohol will make us fat. hahaha
sorry my dear ying xi..about your red wine-stained top. be sure you get it back from the shop k?

And to my dragonboat girls..
YOU guys are the best too!
you guys made my day.
and must remember all of you are not skinny, so dont try to hide..!hahaha
I love the slippers to the max! and the duckie with the green bottle and the fake flower.
hehehe. and..

If we were to die, we will die together k?
1 more day..

2006-06-13T16:52:00.000+08:00

listen up, if you're really interested in what kind of presents I want...

to the girls team:
I want the gold cookies!!

to the guys:
I want the gold cookies!!

=)

Advance thanks to all.
ha!

2006-06-13T15:45:00.000+08:00

Quek Birthday..no big deal?!?! -Dragon Boat

I'm so tired...
just ended training and i'm stuck in the com lab with xue yun (by the way, she's soundly asleep in front of the com)
*sigh
I need to do some research..yes..my laptop is not back from its repair and my house internet connection still has the same problem..

as usual training made me shagged.
but i miss the feeling.
This saturday is our race day, 17th June
at the bedok reservoir.
its our so-called "polite race"
not too confirm which schools are coming but i guess there will be NP, NYP, and ITE? RP?
nevertheless, we got to prove to people that they are wrong and as a team, we stayed strong!
Stuff their mouths with our cookies k? =)

Kangwei got me a little present, so did a regular customer of mine.
hahaa. surprised to receive gifts from the unexpected.
esp this customer..he dont even know when is the day, only happen to know the month.
and he's nice to sent the gift to me the next day.
well..i just dont hope to receive a present from an irritating customer..
he is bloody irritating..comes to SM almost everyday..super no life.
argh..
plus he always appear on my working days..damn.
I cant do anything with gossips right..wth

birthday is no big deal.
its who you spent with.
and to me, no one is special to celebrate with..
but still I just hope to hear a 'happy birthday' from you guys..=)

4days...

To audrey: Shutta audrey! Japan will win for the next few matches!
To Stef: thanks mum. =D

2006-06-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

I want to watch the match!!

its Aus Vs Jap!
I purposely took a cab home, thinking i might be able to catch it on my house's SCV.
but...!
my dad didnt subscribe..!
damn!!

I believe in Japan! they will win. =)

better not fall sick..!
5days...

2006-06-07T17:07:00.000+08:00

Finished my paper one hour ago.
done with the only mid-sem test.hahah
*dont be jealous..at least you guys dont have so many projects to rush for.

got the news that Conrad hotel has enlisted into our internship companies!
so happy! =))
so I sent my resume as soon as I came into the com lab just now.
wondered whether is it because the customer told the HR to call TP..haha maybe I should go ask him.
well..on the other hand, Four Seasons Hotel called me this morning and told me i was not short-listed for the next round of interview..
I was sad..of cos!
but..my competitors were too strong to fight.
Their grades are so good. so are their communication skills.
hmm..now I shall wait for Conrad's call!
at least there's another gleam of hope.

sorry my darling crystal..I didnt mean to late this morning. =P
Sorry!
anyway..dont think so much ok? Things will be fine, like how you console me. =)

2006-06-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

Quek I tore and ripped apart..just to get what I can't -Dragon Boat

I missed out my blog these few days..
well nothing particular happened.
just the usual..if you know what I'm talking abt.

Over slept for this morning's Four Seasons Hotel interview..(my mummy totally forgotten abt it)
so I took a cab down..$17.50 is the consequence. *sighs
so if I've got shortlisted, I will be going for another 4more interviews. ohmymy..
Raffles interview is on friday. wonder if it is any better..
Conrads Hotel requested if i can attached there. ( 'cause he is my regular customer at scruffy's)
but I doubt so..since I cant even self-secure at Scruffy's. ohwell..see how.

Birthday's coming.
guess nothing will be arranged for me this yr..
probably just out with glamour, sperm buddies they all and..ying xi if they or I have the time.
year by year.. feels like birth-day is just another day for me.
getting meaningless..nothing impt to celebrate too.

JieYing started work at Scruffy's yesterday. I guided her..felt weird
but enjoyed her company.
hahah.
Her friend, Jason. Nice guy..damn funny. Liked his attitude of working too.

OB paper tomorrow.
good luck man..*sigh

I've got my thoughts straight.
and I want everything to be the best for us.
I desired yet toppled.
I burst yet smiled.
Probably I no longer know where I really belong..
We are humans. and we know we can't deceive the fact.
We choose to believe what we want to. Yet we failed to see the flaws.
I will trust once again..so please trust me.
I am willing to give up...for now.
But I'll definitely be back.
The duck has the rights to fight for her war. =))

2006-06-03T16:32:00.000+08:00

I turned into a girl who has red highlighted strips.
i wanted red..to change my luck?! hahahaha.

I saw jieying and prissy recently!!
we kind of met up cause i was in town and so were they.
I miss my little glamour family..
its been ages since we met up!! saw stef in TP thou..but it was a coincidence..she didnt even call me when she popped by in TP.moron stef..
you better call me up the next time! or i'll be mad at you..
well..its alright. my birthday is coming soon!!
yeah..so i'll see you guys by then! =)

I overslept on friday morning.
supposed to have my presentation at 9am and I woke up at 0830am.
GREAT...I rushed like mad can! yet couldnt got up the 9am bus 69. waited for like 15mins for the next one!
called my friend and told her to say that I'm not feeling well..
I'm a liar..ha!
reached school 0925.was in time for my turn and he kept asking wht I was feeling alright and even told me not to drink any milk.
I felt alittle guilty but relieved. hehehe

Mid sem tests week- next week.
and I'm only having a paper. *smiless
which is Organisation Behaviour (OB) on wed.
finally all the shitty individual presentations..and grp report had handed in.
now have to focus on the other projects..

I going for two interviews for internship next week! *smiless
both are hotel line..hmm means I got to spray my hair black..
my laptop is not with me now..*sighs
it has gone for service (AGAIN!)
cause been using "too many overnights"..and probably the hardware couldnt take the heat and my key pad has been affected..*sighs

Train harder, fight harder.
'cause victory only goes to those who do not give up!
14days...

2006-05-31T01:11:00.000+08:00

Quek request: emergency exit -Dragon Boat

Part I
In life, there are ups and downs...
you'll get to witness all sorts of events and happening, and
for the duck, all comes down to a conclusion, "I'm rather fortunate after all".

She never smoke, drink, nor did any illegal crime.
She tried to keep herself on the positive edge.
(keeping it short) Downs have to come eventunally...

Part II
Starting from the date, she came back to Singapore from her Thailand trip..nothing has gone right(that's what she suspects!)
- malaysia trip: serious damaged of her beloved phone [totally gone =( ]
- some unknown stranger followed her home...=S
- laptop down with virus [fixed]
- house internet connection problematic [unable to view several webs]
- Television's colour suddenly colourless [repaired]
- internship caused alot of shit
- school doesnt allow self-secure for my course [there goes my $1000+ pay]
- her newly-bought phone spoilt [again!] after 3weeks.
- [repaired her phone] yet her laptop key pad is spoilt!! [on the very same night]
- school work arent any better
- cca isnt up to standard [far worse]

She told herself.
There are much worse off people than you.
She saw this single arm old malay man. He was riding on his bicycle.
She knew.
It is how she looks at herself and her life.
There's always a rainbow after the thunderstorm.
Every down slopes will have their up slopes.

....look out for Part III....

2006-05-29T15:21:00.000+08:00

Fuck...
plain unlucky
just my donwfall

argghh

now my new N70 has problem!!!
I cant switch on my phone..
I did not even drop it, for goodness sake.
whyyyy?!?!

crystal...thanks for accompany me..through so many difficult times...
denise...thanks for listening to my sorrows and cries.
ying xi...i know you're there for me.

not my yr.
just not my yr.

f.u.c.k//

2006-05-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

mummy and i did cooking for tonight's dinner,
for ourself.
yummy..unfortunately, dad and bro are not at home.
its been a long time since the four of us had a meal together..
we're individually too busy,
neglecting our family ties..

my house television has gone hay-wired.
the colours' gone.
it is not black and white but some funny pink, yellowish and weird colours.
damn irritating.
we got to tolerate till tuesday,
thats when the repair guy comes.
so for now, we got to stick to our own tv in our rooms.

I had my first bike experience yesterday!
woohoo.
fun. exciting. exhilarating.
Shaun was nice and biked me home after both of us off work.
But his bike was damn high.
(not because i'm short) I had to 'jump' to the seat?!
not too sure what kind of bike it is thou.
however, its good to have your own transport eh?
(excluding the thoughts of money)
*laughs

21days...

2006-05-27T17:56:00.000+08:00

guess who am i?
researching in lab
us. tired day
=((

2006-05-27T17:08:00.000+08:00

Student Award ceremony
hui ying- me
sitted for our awards
me- celine
cheese!
me- sam
celine- me
happy birthday, amber!
my bestie
pool it
with the pretty birthday girl

2006-05-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

Slap me.. like how you did

letting go..
too small to be seen..
the secret is too dark to be kept..

2006-05-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

Quek You stretched the rubber band too hard till it snapped.. -Dragon Boat
Be my present..

I broke the promise of mine..

Ecnedifnoc, edirp, ytiliba eht esol em edam uoy
Em rof gnikool trats od erehw

I jus wanna scream till my lung burst...!

screwed it//

2006-05-22T19:39:00.000+08:00

I'm in the computer lab with crystal now.
xue yun and ker are here too. but both on the opposite end of us.

its freaking ccooollldddd here!!
*shivers
brought my laptop to school.
supposed to do my research on Dest Planning, individual presentation of Business Entreprise and sent out more resumes to more companies.
I started from 3pm after lunch with marcus.
slog slog sloggg...
and now its 0745.
i'm still in school (except marcus left for training and crystal is here to do her research with me)
well well..being a 'hardworking' student, i've finished my research on Dest Planning and sent out my resumes.
As for my Biz Entre, need more time to wrap it up.
I feel Accomplished! *smiles

made up my mind. don't intend to wait for the db girls to go for dinner (which is 9+pm?)
hehehe. sorry girls.
my mummy and daddy are coming to pick me up.

rather tired staring at the laptop for so long.
I shall end here.
good bye!

crystal was herer erererererere...........(ok..that's what she typed on HER own.) hahaha
I love crystal! =)

2006-05-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

Quek no one said the journey was easy -Dragon Boat

its just the down peak where I will find myself all over again.
I tried it once, twice... yet another.
no one is to be blame.
no one is to be called.

The time dragged.
and we have to stay.
The mind set changed.
There is no choice placed.

there's no doubt the pride has been wounded.
nevertheless thought of the others.
the confused state
must be firm
to surpass others and yourself.

I will do it, for I told myself I can do it

I yearn for the brighter cookie! do you?

2006-05-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

Quek thats what you think -Dragon Boat

let me tell you a good news.
I've got my new phone!
back to N70.
finally returned teddy's phone back to him.
N70 is still the phone I love to use.
now I'll jus have to wait for audrey to finish the repair of the old N70 and sell it off as a second-hand.
and i dont have to quarrel with my mum about it anymore. (thank lord)

school is rather boring.
tell me about it. i have 3 reflections, 2 individual presentations and 3 group projects left untouched.
sometimes i'm jus too lazy. wahahah

dawnie's birthday today!
happy birthday, dawn!
=)
after training, they smashed some choc cake on her and she messed us up!
not to mention, sharon stepped on my new white adidas cap today!! *pouts

its a funny feeling seeing so many friends went and going to army.
the bo-tahs.
it may be good. it shows a sign of a better man they will soon to be.

i dont want to work. but i want more cash to spend.
i dont wish to train. but i want the championship.
possible?
hahaha.
dream on.

2006-05-10T01:43:00.000+08:00

soo..the problem for not being able to view certain websites..is NOT my laptop.
my laptop is clean and safe.
its my house stupid starhub connection.
damn..someone is using our connection to dl somethings (like music...blah)
must cure it!

carrying a 4kg weigh(our medicine ball) to school is no joke.
and mind that I walk to school almost everyday..!
hahaha alright i shall quit complaining since its in school now.
saw my regular customers on my way to school today.
it surprised me.haha
and the mean bus 69 driver saw me and didnt stop to allow me to aboard!!
and i had to walk again...

edwin was nice. carried my paddle for me while i go for driving.
thank you..!

I saw airplanes today! belong to army i guess.
my teacher brought me to the airport near to ubi.
so cool!! =)
my teacher said my driving skill is quite stable but i'm always too near to other cars.
hahaha
oops.
i cant wait to get my driving licence...!

oops...its getting too late.
project meeting in the morning.
group and individual projects are getting more.
school jus wants to suffocate us..

i've got an eye candy. hahaha
he's more of cute type than 'good-looking' ones.
*brims
come and think about it. no one will find him cute i guess..
hahaha.
i've weird taste...

2006-05-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

Quek no matter how much the disappointment is, a part of me still respect you. -Dragon Boat

i miss my mum and dad....
=(
they are in thailand now.
shopping night market?

you caught my eye...
jus another spice..or not
its probably jus a temporary one..or jus a game for me?
i'm getting bored..

2006-05-08T00:38:00.000+08:00

i jus worked 13 freaking hours of work yesterday after morning training.
'cause my colleague was having a high fever, so being a nice person (puke..hahah) i covered her work for her till closing.

today's training was much better than yesterday.
good =)
fun creating our own D.I.Y medicine ball at the beach.
fun time is hard to earn.
hahaha.

sent my laptop 2days ago for repaired.
its back now.
but it seemed like the problem is still there.
i still cant view many websites. irritating.

mum and dad leaving for bangkok tomorrow night.
sigh.
so i have to do all the washing. =(

2006-05-05T00:33:00.000+08:00

Quek never understand. never. -Dragon Boat

sighs
i cant be bothered who might view my blog anymore.
or maybe no one does.

probably i'm having my mood swing now. thats why.
i'm so so tired..
starting to ponder many issues. (i have a complicated brain. dumb one.)
gemini has too many to consider.
some topics can be shared with certain friends, some jus aint appropriate.
some friends are meant to be true, some jus acquaintances.
i just have to be attitude to 'some' friends. 'cause i cant fake it. i dont want to.
why should i smile to you when i dont feel like?
and why should i pretend to like you when i dont?
yet..under certain circumstances, we have to,to survive in the society.
isnt the world worse than my brain?

and yes. i dont like anyone.
get that right.
none
At times, i feel so unfair when couples get together. they are so lucky to find their partners.
damn. why cant i?
i dont pin any high expectation. not looks not brain...
just someone that makes my heart beats like it did for the first.
but it never did after him.
now it didnt and it wont i guess.
dont make me spell it even clearer than this alright?
i'm straightforward. take it or leave it.
i'm too tired to escape from the truth.

2006-05-03T10:54:00.000+08:00

now i'm having two minds about it.
the disappointment made me wondered too much.
the confidence is losing.
the stand is shaking.

attachment companies are out.
and i have to send out CV, resume to the companies i wish to work for.
Still, I have to see wht do those companies accept me.
there are so many choices.
from attractions to service apartments. now what do i should i choose?
most of my choices will be F&B i guess. but i'm going to opt for planet fitness too.
hahaha! in this case, even if i've to skip training, i can get to gym at the club.
pays are range from 500 - 800.
if only i get to self-secure my own job. then i'm able to work at my current job, irish pub.
and my pay will be $1000!
sighs.
better get my letters done soon.

2006-04-28T23:55:00.000+08:00

it was fun seeing the 'bapok' at changi village last night.
hahaha
it was our final supper with Ian since he left today..
melissa dare me to say 'theirs are fake' in front of them.
I really wanted to. hahaha
one didnt even wear bra under his/her shirt! wtf
so disgusting!

work has been lesser for me.
cause i dont have the time to work!
temeask regatta. school reopen. recruitment drive. orientation row.
no training for me tml.
for some reasons, i felt relief. finally have an off day. =P
i guess i'm jus too tired...oops.

2006-04-28T02:39:00.000+08:00

I took me so much time and trouble getting into blogspot.
'cause my laptop got infected by some f*cking virus!!!
this bloody trouble-maker virus only allows me to view friendster and hotmail (a fortunate, i can get to see my emails)
and all the other websites will state : " CANNOT FIND SERVER"
I cant even view my blog! wtf.

teddy and Ian told me its a virus.
they had it before. so did xue yun.

arrrgghh.
facing the fact that i'm such a computer idiot, I guess i need to pass to the someone who always save my laptop for the past one yr. (i jus dislike to trouble him when he's doing it for free..)

seriously,
Nothing is going smoothly after my thailand trip.
And I really mean NOTHING.

time trial was alright.
I know i can do better, but i guess my body wasnt up to standard yet.
it's jus bitter when I know what i'm thinking abt.
i guess its time to let go.

Ian's leaving tomorrow!!
=(
byebye! have a safe trip tomorrow ya?
will miss you. see you soon! (Remember to bring your girlfriend!)

2006-04-26T18:41:00.000+08:00

ArgghhhHHH

KILL the duck.

2006-04-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

Quek A true teammate will not give up on her teammates. -Dragon Boat

one word for today's entry.
TIRED

everyday's abt dragonboat.
been seeing my teammates and laughing our ass off.
=)

ahhh...NAFA on thur.
my fear of 2.4km....
give me your luck!

School started for us.
Last yr.my LAST year!
oh boy..i better study extra hard.

2006-04-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

i'm having headache.
it hurts at times.badly.
bloody hell.
anger keeps boiling. trying to keep it down thou.
maybe i'm under the sun for too long.
mum's angry with my dad. wth..
mood swing.

didnt get to meet ying xi, rachel, cheryl, avril and denise Again.
sigh.

hey, sorry i've annoyed you...

continue being great at hiding emotions.

Temesak Regatta.

period.

2006-04-19T01:19:00.000+08:00

first thing first,
i need to apologise to ying xi, rachel and avril.
SORRY!
really am.

I decided to meet my db mates instead of them for dinner tonight.
they(my friends) have booked me since one month ago?
to celebrate avril's belated birthday.
i'm sorry!!
cause its hard to have dinner with my db grad seniors since most are working now.
so...
sorry!
meeting you guys tomorrow night! see you guys!

had a great dinner at Crystal Jade and fun catch-up at starbucks with my db mates. =)
the feeling's just getting better..

wednesday to friday- Temesak Regatta (offical on friday)
just helping out in dragon boat. shall sit and relax. haha

am not really working much this week. decided to rest more. hahaha
and for interested fellows,
great pacing.
my db mates are getting there! they really are!
and i'm very glad! we shall hang on tigher and snap the finishing line together!
feel it man..
given the chance, prove it.

how long can that last?
ans: the trust, mental, physical and bond shall tell it all.

to lazy to post pictures: http://quekie.multiply.com

2006-04-17T21:00:00.000+08:00

In Sentosa.
My best bud.
What's more to order?
The Soup Restaurant
Yummy yummy

My family
Me myself and I
I Love mummy =)
Action.haha
She's the birthday girl!
As we grow, we have our own look.

2006-04-16T22:12:00.000+08:00

I'm just super duper plain unlucky...

Conversely,

In Advance,
I wish
Happy Birthday to my darling mummy!!
=)

Going to tan myself and beach volleyball with my buddies tomorrow before having birthday dinner with my mum dad and brother.
I just uploaded the background music with the great help from the black pepper HAM. (so, thank you, black pepper ham)
nice? Awesome right? (I meant the song)
It's our theme song. TP DragonBoat girls' all-time favourite.
we will be together through thick and thin.
we love our coach and us and our grad seniors. we treasure her and us and them that's why we gathered together and fight together and bring on the glory.
we wont forget the memories and we'll smile as time slipped through..
I love you girls..thank you...

2006-04-15T18:55:00.000+08:00

introducing to you...the trip to kukup,
the 20 of us!!

opps..I stole her duckie roller chair
ferry ride
slackers =)

2006-04-12T22:10:00.000+08:00

duck is back home..*yawn
still feeling rather tired now.
make-up training today..oh and..
took my phone for repair in the afternoon before going to training.
but its a goner.
will cost 200+? and might even go haywire after its repair.
might as well go buy a new one right? hahah.
thats my decision.
(dont know why my phone needs repair right?)

here's the adventure in Malaysia,
first day.
we met so damn freaking early...JUST to eat MAC breakfast at causeway point. hahas
after meal, we went to woodlands custom to meet the others.
total 20 of us went. (my dragon boat mates)
took the SBS bus over to malaysia and hop onto the cabs.
Crucial transport to our destination- Ferry. a short distance thou.
The place was beautiful. althought its old, alittle dirty and off-form, its something you will hardly see in country like singapore.
my gosh.
something like kelongs, where there aint much solid ground, yet wood planes.
it was rather low tide on the first day, so we get to see many mudskippers.
should have seen the toilet! so classic.hahaha where our "bowels/shits" goes directly down to the ground and you can see it! like those ancient toilet..

played so much once we reached. card games. photo taking. and even those childhood games!
it was funnn!!
except when my handphone dropped into the mud sand..
=S
alright I admit I was sad, my heart was aching!
but..what happened had happened.
i left it at the house we stayed, thinking the rest at home will look after it for me as we left to get some stuffs outside.
but they got out of the hse too. so they took my hp along..and..somehow, it dropped.
thats all i knew.
this info is enough for me. i dont wish to spoilt the atmosphere around.
what can i do right? cry? wail? make a fuss abt it?
if i really do it, i will slap myself.
it will be so selfish of me. childish.
To the dearest: dont worry!! hahaa. its just an accident. I have my fault too. so just let it past alright?
somehow rather, I had this strong sixth sense before i left the house.
its the third time i felt this ever since the last one..the strong intuition.
damn.
i knew it was abt me. its my phone.somehow i just knew.

we had seafood bbq at night and sang KTV till late.
the 20 of us watched the sunset falls and it was just so picturesque.
some watched DVD, some played card game, some slept.
morning woke up, breakfast and sang KTV again!
woohoo..seafood feast for lunch and shopping in JB.
enjoyment..
I wish everyday life is as simple as it.
good feeling to know you guys more..its really fun. we fulfilled our wish!

2006-04-12T00:21:00.000+08:00

Quek duck proof -Dragon Boat

ok i'm back.
from malaysia, kukup.

and i'm tired.
shag.
played too much. haha

and i was heartache..
still having it.
=(

good night.

2006-04-07T12:50:00.000+08:00

Quek defeat yourself before others. -Dragon Boat

Life has been an enjoyment recently.
Eat, play, sleep, work and train.
Ian's back from London for abt 1 month.
He is leaving on 27th april again..sigh
And marcel started his army today.
Tomorrow will be Joel's turn.
Oh my..
That explains why we have been out late and 'chiong' to have fun.
Sentosa, suppers everynight, shopping, movies..
Another reason why we could afford to be out late, cause now Ian's back, he has his car to drive us around! Rene has another and now even Joel passed his driving. Good for us!
Hahaha
I want to pass my TP too! at first try of course. But seemed alittle impossible..
Watching movie with them again later. Ultraviolet. (we have watched Ice Age2 and Failure to Launch)
Seafood at Newton was 'shiok'. Hahah had it last night. Woo..yummy~ ended home late.

Guys team is in Malaysia now..for Danga race.
And I sincerely wish they will do their best and have fun!
They are probably gobbling their seafood now..haha!
Row hard!

Going to Malaysia too!
With the girls team.
=)
my darling teammates.
On Monday and back on Tuesday.
Woohoo~

2006-03-31T02:36:00.000+08:00

sorry for not blogging..
too busy to even on my laptop.
maybe..the next time I will update more.
Many incidents and happenings the past few days and weeks.
but..i'm lazy to detail it.
hahahaha!

I just want to say...
I still love dragon boat.
I still love my team mates.
I still love the glamour.
I still love ying xi, rachel. denise.
I still love my buddies.( Ian!! I cant wait for you to be back again!! yeaaahhh!)
If I miss out anyone, I still like you..=) haha

See you guys.....!!

2006-03-20T02:41:00.000+08:00

The sand I step on, showed my imprint just like how I left impression on the people around me..
Once the water stretch, the print will be combed away, just like how people have the memories of me.
My amplified sand forbidden the water. Will building a wall helps??
Is it possible to hold on for long?
People may be forgotten. But certain events stay.
People may drift. But sentimental stays.
People may changed. But is that what we want?

I want the old times..

2006-03-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

Quek Beyond the mask, disclose the ugliness -Dragon Boat

Looking at this entry, knowing I am back to sufferings.
Then again, have to face my life in Singapore.
Now let me tell you my life in Thailand, Bangkok.

Day 1- 9th Mar
We met up early at 1030hr but sperm (our dear organizer) was late!!
Summary:
Airline- Thai Airways
Journey- 2hrs
Settled down in our service apartment, Somerset Lake Point. (Our is the biggest apartment) and trust me, it is big, bigger than my house!
http://www.somersetlakepoint.com/home.htm

Three bedrooms each with a toilet, one kitchen, one spacious living room, one common toilet.
Me, Candace, Li fang- biggest room with a TV and largest toilet. (We ‘fought’ for it.Hahaa)
Sperm and Joel- the second room
Wee yi and Jessica- the third room

Went exploring and entered a high-end shopping centre, Emporium.

Day 2- 10th Mar
Summary:
Sperm, Joel, Wee yi and Jessica off to fishing.
Me, Candace and Li fang off to (take in deep breath) breakfast, Jacuzzi, Sauna, swimming, Thai massage and....SHOPping!
We took a cab to MBK (mabukok) near Siam Centre.
Didnt shop much there. Find it too ex for me. Not for Fang-jie. She shopped a lot..
Haha
Watsons shopping~ I cant find the scar cream my mum asked me to buy.(guilty..)
But bought quite a few stuffs 'cause their things are rather cheap!
Rushed to buy the list of groceries for tonight's dinner (home-cooked tonight).
Then.. hustled back home for the guys to cook.

Dinner was great!! Cream Pasta for starter, Beef Steak for main course, Apple for dessert. =)
After dinner, Off to go-kart! Fun fun fun Ok. I shall not elaborate on how we got con by two taxi drivers..=S

Day 3- 11th Mar
Summary:
Took MRT to Chatukak Park.
Wow..Stuffs there are damn cheap!
But of course, got to bargain for it.
Spent 2000+ bahts for the day. Oh my. Bought almost everything for my friends.
List- TPDB girls, The Glamour, My family, Xue yun, Miffy, Edwin, Hammy, Ying xi, Rachel, Crystal, Darling Christine.

With Jessica, candace, fang jie, we went to gym after dinner. Then they left me alone there and off to swim and Jacuzzi and sauna. Ahh..so scary. And I 'hum'..haha

Day 4- 12th Mar
Summary:
Went back to MBK 'cause the rest didnt get to shop there.
Took cab to Chatukak..again!! Yes back to there. 'cause its really damn cheap!
Hahaha. This time I bought more stuffs for myself and my family.
Got home and cooked ourselves dinner(me Candace fang jie) pasta while the rest went out for thai meal (we budget, haha)
Went to Thai massage again.shiok~
Drank our liquor we bought at Changi airport.
Had alots of fun. =)
Slept very late.

Day 5- 13th Mar
Summary:
Last day.
No breakfast and we were all f*cking hungry.
Reached airport and looked for food.
Slept my way back in the plane to Singapore.
Woke up, eat and sleep.
Damn tired.

Long entry eh?
Hahaha. But delighted, I did enjoy my day in Thailand.
I want to go for another trip to Bangkok!!
Maybe with my db mates? Glamour? Denise and buddies? Yingxi, Rachel?

2006-03-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow I'm off to thailand with candace, li fang, sperm, joel, wee yi and his friend.
BYE BYE!

so I will be missing two trainings.
Was at Kallang with candace to canoe to train up what I will be missing for thur's training.
Canoeing at Kallang is my first time thou.
woohoo..tough eh. need to get used to it.
canoe for one and a half hr and went for my run alone while candace continued her rowing.
came back and...candace asked me wht I want to row another set!!
f*cking tired! haha but I still went to row..cause..I dont want to drop.
I want to fight for the team!!
Rooaarr

Evening, went for Dragon Boat's Annual General Meeting a.k.a AGM '06.
New captains vice-captain and training IC for both guys and girls team announced!
Congrats!!
Be proud of it and bring us to the next higher level !!
dont worry if you happen to encounter difficulties, overcome it. We will share the burden as a team.
=)

Many things to shop for.
many items to remember to buy for.
I better write down a list...
*yawn.
Have not packed my bag. oops.
hehe.
"Thailand is political unstable..$%#$&*#@.. So be careful!"
I will, peeps!
=)

2006-03-06T17:44:00.000+08:00

Quek Memories comes from experiences. -Dragon Boat

no one bear the pain.
it was the time we learn to pick ourselves up and learn to let go.
i cant but i know i will. everyone has to be taught with new experience, new pain.
i have too many to speak, but words just cant flow through..because nothing can express the emotions, the past, the experiences and hopes.
And now we moved on to a new experience without familiar faces.
fresh blood, pristine history.
something we must accept and achieve.
nevertheless, i know we wont be alone. 'cause the strong spirits of you guys will be fighting with us...on and on..forever.

Its the blood that flows..the blood of TPDB girls.

2006-02-28T02:51:00.000+08:00

0253am.
Offically...A cashier at SM and get to do bar.
=)
Cashiering was fun. but bar was even more interesting!
more to it though. like cleaning up the bar and doing the dirty work that customers and others cant see.
Miffy and Terry pop by my workplace tonight.
So happy to see them. a pity they cant have dinner there.
sweet little couple.

Agreed to go Bangkok with sperm candace lifang edwin joel and weiyee from 9th mar to 13th mar.
Feel much better after I got the 'permission granted' from le jie. hehehe.
'cause I will be missing 2 trainings?
So I got to be discipline after I get back after holiday and get full attendaces. That shall be it.

by coincidence, I found out my eye candy's profile.
oops.
*smiles
but..so what?
no no..I'm not going to be some stalker..yucks.its disgusting to be a stalker, dont you think so?
well, if I'm fated to know him, maybe..I will?
haha.
at least I have communicate with him before. =D
(ying xi and rachel -> if you guys are reading this, I know you guys are glad. 'cause I wont be a nun right? hahaa)
But i believe in fate and Mr. Right.
I'm fussy, picky.
even if looks are great, so what? if your character sux to the max, it makes you ugly anyway.
take that. not all girls are cheap.
I just trust in feelings.

2006-02-27T00:51:00.000+08:00

Taking one with Siwei
The big birthday boy
the big and small faces
*smiles
Me and him
His funny face
Mr.Gorgeous

Some pictures to display. Enjoy viewing it! =)

2006-02-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

It's a hot hot terrible day.
Dont you think so?

Time went passed so slowly while working today..
9 hours! and it ticked like thousand years.
restless..
one customer(ang moh) got drank today. He is a regular.
Hahaha but today his drank actions were so comical.
My colleague told me,
when I was away on break, he pulled down his pants and showed his d**k to his friends.
oh my god! yucksss..
In the later afternoon, he spanked my butt and said I didnt wear ****.
wth right.
well..I shall forgive him cause he's drank? (what excuses can be better?)
He drank alot..they opened two bottles of absolute blue and ordered 10(?) pints of heineken.
oh my..greater drinkers.

saw marcus and gladys. they passed by my place so came to said hello. =)
xue yun and dion came by today too.
They had dinner there.
hahaha. they are a funny couple. cute yet loving..
hope they did enjoyed their dinner tonight. =)

2006-02-25T01:18:00.000+08:00

Quek I swear the teachers are out to kill us this time.. -Dragon Boat

What's misunderstood, shall linked to more.
Clear my impressions of all, who shall not be named.
Hopes, that create more, more than getting victory
but the bond of all.

Finally exams are over. Yes!!
But the teachers are mad..papers are all damn difficult. even our smartest has problem with it.
well, it ended yday and i have about two months to relax and train for DB.

went to TM with xueyun after the final exam paper to print out some pictures. for some sweet purposes. *secret. hehee
Then took a cab down for my driving lessons.
Made so much mistakes and nearly crashed the car..=P I guess my patient instructor was pissed with me.
Went back to TP after that for some gym session with hui ying and florence.
I grew fatter!! by 2kg!! YESSSss.!
hoho. I shall keep it that way till I have meet my standard.
oh yes..I'm still aching today..haha. two weeks didnt train and I have gone soft..

Accompanied our two poor juniors(nicole and audrey chan) who still have last paper to go.
then gone to hui ying's house to get the movies Final Destination 1 & 2.
Watched it in the night. woohoo...nice movies!
and I caught Final Destination 3 today with crystal at bugis!!
Its very cool!! you guys should watch it. One of the best horror movies I have seen.
See how they died.
How death forces the fate.

In the evening, sudden off to work to help my colleague for her shift.
see. I'm so nice..hahaha! whatever~

Still deciding whether I should go on a holiday to thailand...
well..it will crashes with the timing of TP's supplementary papers (2nd chance to pass the modules), which I will sure have at least one.
next, i will have to skip one sea training..which might affect my chances of rowing!!

Talking about rowing..
*sigh.
I shall not say more.

Good night, people.
Working tomorrow again.

2006-02-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

Me and Nise at heeren's billy bomber's
Duckie says FLY or DIE!
This is serene from Sentosa Sky Tower.=)
The last shot of curls.

compare with the old pic.
oh yes this is me.

2006-02-15T23:29:00.000+08:00

I need to pump some 'smart air' into my brain.
Always lose my concentration easily.
How?
By sleeping on my notes.
=)
Cant wait for exams to be over and enjoy, shop!!

Been in school with crystal to study.
tomorrow with ying xi, rachel, avril and maybe cheryl?
hopefully to study with DB girls on friday.
damn..saturday wont have the time to study 'cause its my cousin's wedding and I'll be her bridemaid. hahah! cool eh?
sunday, needless to say, work from 8-4pm..definitely have to browse through Accounts for its monday paper.

teach me, to study 5 subjects in two days.
*shuggs
I want to pass well!!
Give me your knowledge, notes.

2006-02-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

Quek its ok.Being single is an enjoyment too. -Dragon Boat

I did some changes. and my mum didnt realise it. oh..*faints
hahha
well...never mind.

Start mugging girls...
aim to be the best sports team of the year k?
*smiles

2006-02-11T00:32:00.000+08:00

I'm crazy.

I'm going to the wrong person, to the wrong direction.

Hooray to the last day at Tourism Acadamy @ Sentosa!
=)
see you back at TP~

2006-02-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

Quek Do you know how much it means to us? -Dragon Boat

What you said pierced my hearts..
I understand your situation.your hope. your desire.
I wish I am up to your standard. I strive for what I am now.
I guess it is up to her to decide now. It is abit late. But late is better than never.
Sometimes I wondered if you did open your eyes and heart to feel, 'cause what was said have just been a fault.
Who are loyal and passion. who arent. I doubt you clearly see.
On the surface, I made it well. But under the piece of sheet, it is just another effort made by all.
you made me right from the start.
please dont crush me like a piece of paper..
you have a heart to ache too. and I know.
thanks for being there for me...I really appreciated it.
You saved me from the lowest and bring me up high.
All the tears and joys we shared. It can be all memories but I know I wish it would maintain it this way.

The fighting-spirit goes on..never-ending.
Live up to your spirit.
Bring them up.
It is up to them to be....
Stand up again after a fall. Dust off the dirt and Carry on.
'Cause what happened has happened. It cant be re-do but can be corrected.
Actions are words proven to be said.

2006-02-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

Quek Is it going to end? Or is it another start? -Dragon Boat

I dreamt of a nightmare.
It was so heart breaking that I could feel it when I opened my eyes.
I dont wish it to happen..never ever.

HTM Captain ball competition(yr 1, 2 & 3) on sat after training.
Me Alison Tracy Xue Yun Amelia Kimberly and Julia.
Dynamic Strike! thats us. the girls team.
All from sports background. hehe.
We joined last yr, came back with a 2nd.
This yr, we got into finals again. But we gave up. Cause the final match is on this sat. But most of us could not make it. So...no choice.
I'm so glad our synergy was so good!!
Thanks and Love you guys! =)

TPDB girls election today.
But I ended class at 6pm at Sentosa. so..could not attend.
Had lunch at RITS with xue yun in the afternoon.
woohoo...full.
Class photo-taking. 'cause we are the pioneer batch in Sentosa. So every class has to have something special as a memorable gift.
Met glamour after class. Kristie Jolyn Jie Ying Jane Stef Me
We had pastamaine!! 'Cause I craved to have pasta hehe.
Some things have changed..we know it deep down. Efforts made. Results shown. I wonder what can I do to improve our relationships..

This is the last week studying at Sentosa.
Kind of miss the atmosphere (not the travelling dist)
*sigh

2006-02-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

Quek I need honesty not promises. -Dragon Boat

If you happen to know I have a blog and you happen to read this entry, this is for you:

Its getting on my nerves.
Dont bother to try harder..cause you wont have the chance. I'm sorry if this hurts, but...I have made myself clear and you should see this coming.
To me, chances are hard to come. It is true you have to fight for it. But I'm sorry to say, you're wasting your time.
There are better ones out there. pls dont waste your time on someone who cant open her heart...
Thanks for your understanding.

Who knows, I might just be a nun. Ha~

2006-02-01T16:53:00.000+08:00

Another lunar new year.
Heard from my dad, this lunar year has 385 days.
Longer days to the next lunar new year.

CNY first second and third days were totally busy working and visiting.
Worked in the mornings and visiting after that.
SM was packed with crowds. So busy till many dishes were sold out. Good! Easier for us now.
Received four red packets from regular customers, manager and our head chef.
I have started to learn bar and cashiering!
On my way of learning journal..

Family gathering on second day. Gambled, and I lost.
But somehow I dont feel about the cash going off. 'cause it has been long since my cousins, aunties, uncles and relatives gathered together happily.
Many things happened for the past one year. But let it pass. Dont let your stubbornness and anger over you. We are still a family by fate.

It feels good to have public holiday and my own 'declared' off day.
Working again later on.
Bathing time!

2006-02-01T16:34:00.000+08:00

My type of guy
My baby
smile!
Fun snaps.
haha! Edited version of Mum and Dad
In the lift.
That's the family?!

2006-01-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year, everyone!!

Its New Year eve where every families gather and have their reunion dinner.
I had mine yesterday because I am working tonight.=P
Yummy~
Shopping before that.
Woo yesh! Last min new year shopping. spent total of $238+ bought skirt, top, eyeliner, necklace and my first levis jeans.

Training this morning. taken my 2.4
Not toooo bad..given my condition.
=)
Shagged, but still went for work.
very busy..had one runaway bill and we have to pay..
*sweats..I was in bad mood 'cause of that.(partly my fault too)
but a regular customer heard and offered to paid for us!!
*smiles
I am luckily eh? He loves our service and he wanted me to smile.
=)

Working tomorrow morning again..yes on chinese new year.
bai nian and gets lots of RED packets!! =)

2006-01-27T00:42:00.000+08:00

Quek Pick the right pocket -Dragon Boat

I'm so bored now.
yet I'm so tired and sleepy.
The medicine is making me so drowsy!!
I sincerely pray I will get well before saturday!!

I miss my pinky health badly..
Training was..*loss for words
I guess its really time for me to 'pull up my socks'.
Everytime I'm sick, my stamina gets worse. It sux.
I fear for my enemy on Saturday... *sigh

Pictures I took from my phone. =))
Saw?
(in case you're wondering who is the girl sleeping? it is christine-da jie who rarely sleeps in class)

2006-01-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

Quek I need styrofoam..Any one has? -Dragon Boat

My day was lazy.
doc visit. couldnt sleep well last night.
needed a MC for sentosa deployment too.
off back to TP. to training.
It didnt turn out to be normal training, but time trial.
at this point of time. when I'm sick.
really hate this..!!
did those standard nafa exercises, left 2.4km run for me.
trying to get well before saturday. I'll try to beat the timing.my own timing.
No one is my enemy except myself.

poor xue yun..rushing her FM project (mine's over on mon).sigh.
sometimes 'she' shouldnt be so callous.people still need their freedom for committments.
good thing I dont have such group mate.
Not forgetting darling crystal.
I think she's screaming in her heart now.
If only she has her choice for groupmates.

Here's my N70.
Shining in my hands.
*smiles
It looks great. works wonderfully.
I will TRY to be gentle with it.
=)

Jolyn & Kristie= Thank you!! I will take care.*missing loads

2006-01-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

Quek I hate me being weak...I was never there at all..was I? -Dragon Boat

I never said handling work, school and dragonboat were easy.
It is just challenging.
With such character of mine, play, friends and family squeeze into my schedule.
And I'm so sorry to some friends that till now I am unable to attain their requests.
Minor problems here and there in life..
Rocky spots along the way, keeping me out of the way.
I hate rocky paths..they make me fall and bleed. And I'm hate my injuries that bleed.
But I'm subborn.
What bleed will bleed..so might as well encourage myself to face it.
Shape out of a rock...and eventually I will succeed one day. =)

I've always been straightforward.
Someone said now I am not as bad as before. Am I? I just have a terrible mouth that says things others wont dare to speak. Oh yes..there are good and bad.
Arghhh...just change that rubbish trash mouth.

Woo..and I really fall sick..
All of the sudden, virus attacked..sneezed cough blocked nose..
Caught me unprepared..
I shall go training tomorrow and get myself heal!
----------------------
I hate old people being childish...
Even my dad who is 20years older, are not as childish as him!! F**k

2006-01-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

Quek Food cures my stomach -Dragon Boat

Will you teach me how to ease one's pain?

Not me. My parents.
I just cant sit aside (unlike my unsympathetic brother) and listen to them argue about some stupid things which they can reason it out calmly...
and unfortunately, they are adults.
It is my family gene to raise our voice during 'reason-out-period'.
and subsequently, nothing goes down..
Alright. Now one is angry with another.
and how long will this sustain?
lets bet!!
One night?? Two days??

What can I do?
I still think it is worthless to argue over that topic..

We always think in our own mindset.
Why can't we think from the person's view/feeling?
Do we need guides all the time?
We need to let out sometimes.All we want is a listening ear.
Someone to hear us out. Someone to know how we feel. Someone who understands our plight. Someone to stand by us through hards.
I guess....I'm so like my mum. Be tough when we can breakdown easily...
But somewhere we are diff... her tears are hard to shed.

2006-01-16T16:40:00.000+08:00

That's me. In 2004.Yr 1. Can you believe it??

I'm still missing my straight hair...

There is nothing wrong with curls. Its just that when you have curls, you desire for straight ones. When you have straight hair, you want back your curls..

That explains my changes in hairstyle over the years. =P

Meeting the glamour later..been long since I last met them.=) Celebration for our baby prissy's birthday.

I'm growing fatter..!! woohoo.yeah..can I hit my targetted weight?

Lets munch munch munch~

Too lazy to think, to produce any quality work for projects. So might as well do something that I fancy. EAt~ =)

2006-01-15T22:48:00.000+08:00

Quek I believe so much in mental, that I fail to notice the pain. -Dragon Boat

Sometime it is great to have a shopping spree.
with the cash. of course
Going out with sperm(my little elder brother) for shopping is 'un-elucidate'
His pay is lesser than mine. Yet he spent more than me, shop worse than me. (Not forgetting, I want to save alittle money for my N70)
But I have to admit, going out shopping with him is quite fun.
1st: He gives me opinions on chosen clothes.
2nd: Gentleman, he will takes all the heavy stuffs.
3rd: Visit as many shops within the period of time. Waste no time.

Trainings resume.
So have been working lesser.
Its nice to have training at Kallang once again. Miss the salty water and paddle..
Rowed quite well with juniors. so lets keep it up! =)
we will keep trying till heaven brings us down.
Change the habits. change the weaknesses. change the mental and stamina.
No matter how hard and difficult you guys feel, we will be by your side and supporting you alright? So dont ever let your mental, coach, seniors and yourself down.
=)

Go clubbing once in awhile.
Chill there and observe.
Damn entertaining.
Look at how a guy, who is a total stranger to a girl, keeps touching her during their dance.
Look at cute guys walking past, smiling at every girl.
Look at gorgeous girls dressed up.
Look at those drunken.
Look at those fights.
My 2nd clubbing trip.
interesting.
Try going to MOS. Quite stunning.gleaming.

Happy birthday Marcel!
Happy birthday Rene!
Happy birthday Prissy!
Happy birthday Darling!

2006-01-13T01:36:00.000+08:00

I wish to be perfect.
I wish to be the best.

but I never was.

I've been poisoned..

2006-01-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

Quek It's good to be happy but it's easy to be sad -Dragon Boat

I wish you happiness.
I buy you loads and loads of presents. (in your dreams)
I make you breakfast, lunch, dinner on your birthday. (in your nightmares)
I want you to be happy.
=)

Crystal Yong, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
Love you! Miss you!

try describing happiness. Find it difficult, don't you?
try describing sadness. You'll find 10 millions description words in your heart.
Start healing.
Stop bleeding.

2006-01-08T23:15:00.000+08:00

it was yesterday
and my laptop crashed just like that?!?!
wtf...
with all my infor. values. projects details.
wth!!

Arrrgggghhhh!!!
Repairing in process now.
Can I get it by tonight?
pleaseeee

*oh yes!! my pay! my pay! I want my N70!!

2006-01-07T00:04:00.000+08:00

24hrs. TP stay.
Run. Running. Ran.
and we just kept going.
everyone felt like giving up..well..at least it's me.
but something just kept me going.
our team.
and our legs just kept going.
We promised to stop if there's any 5 left in the team running.
but we knew we will never reach that number.
and we did it. 42 rounds, the track for the charity.
I treasure every minute with you guys...

I bet the WILL@TP did well. everything went successful.
He sure did impress many people with his mental and determination.
Congrads to him!

2006-01-04T00:26:00.000+08:00

Mental brings you up, yet able to smash you down flat.

did I mention I'm learning driving now?
manual.
cool!! Eager to have my name on the licence..
my mum just told me a silly thing...I dream-talked during my sleep and asked her to teach me driving.(when she dont even know how to drive?)
yeah..too much pressure..=P
-----
been working so much..earning more cash than I could.
Almost neglected my projects. Still working on my time management though.

Service practical test today. I nearly screwed up my wine section and changing of table cloth.
It could have been easier if I did practice more at Scruffy's.
Glad that my menu recommendation was good.(at least I thought so.)
Rushed to training after.
-----
Too late to do gym..so Le jie asked me to run 30mins around the track myself..!!
I nearly fainted
All alone with an empty hungry stomach, with no team mates around?!?!
At least..I did in the end.
learning not to be too independent/rely on them.
Every rounds. Every mins. encouraged by my thoughts and mental.
Going to abandon Xue Yun tomorrow and visit my aunt's gym after driving.
Stay overnight and attend school(since its so near sentosa)
-----
Having some charity run at TP this thur and friday.
We got to run..what's new?
We are going to stay overnight!! YEAH!!
Time for some bonding fun and sisterhood. =)
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Straightened out some thoughts today.
Seen the determination in me. working on it.
Seen the mental/stubborn/straight foward-ness growing in me. holding on tight.
Seen the strengths and weaknesses. accept it.
Seen the answers of the questions. double the questions.
More of more.
But that's, of course, for me to learn and for you, to be puzzled.

Ducks are so much better at team work than individual. That's why I love being a duck in DB animal farm. =))

2006-01-02T20:15:00.000+08:00

Quek 2005, the memories of 2006. -Dragon Boat

Filled with eager and anxiety once the clock ticked twelve.
Filled with happiness once the countdown was said.
Memories of 2006.
Gone yet unforgettable.
What's past will be it. What's future will be seen.
Prediction can't be anticipated.
So just dawdle and stay for time.
Await for future to be by me.

Once bitten, twice shy. Resigned to fate.
Let everything has its way.
And on its way, flowers will not bloom.
For it will wither after blossom.
Will someone pluck it and water it everyday?
Naturally just leave it as a bud forever..

Happy New Year!!

2005-12-29T15:35:00.000+08:00

Did I say it doesn't hurt?
Nothing recover fast.
The decision is never regretted.
All I did and need was just for a word. Defend.
Fell too many. Hurt too deep. Saw too much. Heard too much.
Enough.

Every thing will come as fate wants.

2005-12-23T12:54:00.000+08:00

The dec birthday girls.
The cake. Yummy~!
ok. Cake time!!
She made my face looked even smaller.
The captains- Me.
Loving them~ my crazy team mates
The unprepared Fang-Jie.

Look at dawn! haha.